Wednesday, January 30, 2008
I sometimes don't really understand myself. It's like I find myself doing things naturally that I feel is right, but more aften than not it turns out shaking its ass at me and telling me that I've got it all wrong. Guess I've got a knack for wasting time doing stupid things and worrying and thinking about things that really don't require such energy spent on it. Perhaps the one good lesson I learnt from my life is that people are selfish. They care only about themselves, mainly. Take what you need, drop what you don't. It's the way of life. Only idiots like me don't seem to be able to grasp this simple fact. So well, I'll keep that smile on. I'll keep the pretence. Isn't that how life's meant to be anyway.
Dependence is a flaw. Beginning to realize that I'm fucking full of flaws.
Okay, on to the happier parts. Ponned dance and spent the afternoon with baby yesterday, even though I had a bloody 1500 argumentative begging to be done. Shopped abit & bought some stuff (curvy lobetunnel accessory! :D), he barely bought anything but a cup of milo. Bus ride got a little bad though, sorry baby, I didn't mean what I said. Got home and started chionging for the essay, had polie on the phone and finished the essay only at 330. Woke up late the next morning, had GP and she killed whatever mood I had left for the rest of the day.
She sians = He sians = and life goes on.
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